Follow the Word and walk with the Lord

2009-09-25T11:05:00.001+08:00

should i just close down this blog since i have a new one running for mths?

2009-08-19T18:20:00.001+08:00

http://scatteredfragments.wordpress.com/ my new blog!

2009-08-18T18:34:00.002+08:00

just feel like moving onto some other bloggin methods if this aint gonna work out well for me...

2009-08-14T09:07:00.001+08:00

True giving happens when you are overflowing from the inside, and cannot help but share. When there is so much love within you that it has to flow to others or you would burst open. There is no thinking involved, no willpower in such sharing. It just flows out. If you have to force yourself to be kind, to love, to feel compassion, you've missed the first step of filling in your own Self with these emotions.

2009-08-11T22:00:00.001+08:00

im tired and sick most probably skipping school...

2009-08-11T11:04:00.000+08:00

quite sad to say im bugged by blogger still anybody save me?

2009-08-10T22:19:00.001+08:00

DEAR ALL PLS DO CLICK ON MY NUFFNANG ADS THANKS APLENTY...

2009-08-09T20:49:00.002+08:00

i have a revelation so strong i must blog about it... the winds are strong as it can be, the weather is as rough as it seems, the flesh and body is drenched, but the Holy Spirit keeps us going on, the power of Lord never fails us, have faith in him and he shall deliver miracles i've created one today by believing in him... father i thank you for the help today Amen!!!

2009-08-06T19:56:00.001+08:00

troubled by blogger still!!!

2009-08-04T14:33:00.003+08:00

still i have problems with blogger they dont let me blog well la... so sian... pisses me off somemore...grrr....

2009-08-03T21:36:00.000+08:00

Again Jesus began to teach by the lake. The crowd that gathered around him was so large that he got into a boat and sat in it out on the lake, while all the people were along the shore at the water's edge. He taught them many things by parables, and in his teaching said: "Listen! A farmer went out to sow his seed. As he was scattering the seed, some fell along the path, and the birds came and ate it up. Some fell on rocky places, where it did not have much soil. It sprang up quickly, because the soil was shallow. But when the sun came up, the plants were scorched, and they withered because they had no root. Other seed fell among thorns, which grew up and choked the plants, so that they did not bear grain. Still other seed fell on good soil. It came up, grew and produced a crop, multiplying thirty, sixty, or even a hundred times." Then Jesus said, "He who has ears to hear, let him hear." When he was alone, the Twelve and the others around him asked him about the parables. He told them, "The secret of the kingdom of God has been given to you. But to those on the outside everything is said in parables so that, " they may be ever seeing but never perceiving, and ever hearing but never understanding; otherwise they might turn and be forgiven! Then Jesus said to them, "Don't you understand this parable? How then will you understand any parable? The farmer sows the word. Some people are like seed along the path, where the word is sown. As soon as they hear it, Satan comes and takes away the word that was sown in them. Others, like seed sown on rocky places, hear the word and at once receive it with joy. But since they have no root, they last only a short time. When trouble or persecution comes because of the word, they quickly fall away. Still others, like seed sown among thorns, hear the word; but the worries of this life, the deceitfulness of wealth and the desires for other things come in and choke the word, making it unfruitful. Others, like seed sown on good soil, hear the word, accept it, and produce a crop—thirty, sixty or even a hundred times what was sown."

FOP+20th anniversary in CHC

2009-08-02T20:36:00.000+08:00

2009-07-30T21:13:00.000+08:00

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2009-07-29T21:39:00.006+08:00

2009-07-28T21:22:00.000+08:00

the day aint easy i woke up twisting my neck, missed the bus that i always take, ran after the bus but driver heck care, walked to next bus stop to wait for bus. Reached school early but hated the module saw the faci's face and mind turned off, wanted to have some breather and walking alone took flight home instead of staying in school... im sorry to my teammates today that my emotions ruled over me i went back home did nth much but rotted awhile and as usual flip my laptop open and search for bible phrases to perk me up found this phrase at the bottom and hope it will help me "Fight the good fight of the faith. Take hold of the eternal life to which you were called." 1 Timothy 6:12

2009-07-27T20:25:00.001+08:00

Formal attire today due to Enterprise learnt how to draft resume super hard sia must include so much stuffs into it de... best is im the boss and i interview people jiu hao le... tml science sia...so hard to bring my mood to school... more pics tobe uploaded as not in my phone...

busy day today~

2009-07-26T21:30:00.002+08:00

woke up from my dreamland when the doorbell rang... checked it out and realized the postman was by the door i thought sunday was a off day but doesnt seem so for them was in a daze when i signed for the stuffs brought to room and sleep woke up around 9 plus and realized my stuffs arrived le my awaited Originalfake X Clot tee [wrong size came btw] NBHD limited messenger sling bag...woohoo~[ currently 300 worldwide ] that reminds me of the $400 i spent for these... Neighborhood Technical Apparel woohoo OF X CLOT X KAWS[ they designed it] loving it by the moment...but would love it more if size 4... i ordered 4 it came 3 but its ok after a few washes as it'll be bigger ^^ errr...haha facial expression not so nice so use star cover me la... can see my belly right...disappointed in the size but overall loving it still~ Back of the tee... yea and after receiving and the snapping of the items... i took a sprint shower and dress up for cousin's big day... attended their wedding happy union for u two peeps... well i left my phone at home due to the rush so no pics X.X will get to upload asap~hahaha

2009-07-25T23:11:00.000+08:00

Woke up early to prepare for today's pot bless and we did sweet and sour fish~ but we decided to rename it Underwater Traffic later when pics up u will know why haha Fish was rather okay and average must be humble haha cant say its superb Overall enjoyed today's CG meeting and felt God today so *words cant describe* gotten my own so called tongue language to communicate with God today... went home with some of them and felt real happy over today's potbless and gathering LaiAik gotten the CD from me today felt that the songs inside are rather nice and soothing songs im talking about are from FAITH MAP in my previous post...

2009-07-25T09:48:00.002+08:00

pics of LaiAik and Sarah with Hagen Tan and Chen Wei Quan 2 famous asian song writers Faith Map listened to it last night quite nice the songs... 2 CDs and its concept is Arrivals and Departure name of the songs for you peeps to have a look at~ it also has a design when u merged two together...cool right tracks on first disc is more nice to me as i love the style of slow music compared to on second disc more hype up and fast songs...

2009-07-24T23:01:00.003+08:00

happy day and fruitful trip to CHC tonight haha saw some popular songwriters and artiste such as Hagen Tan you all might not know him but he wrote Jolin de songs... and de other one is the songwriter for Jerry Yan de new album 在 KTV說愛你 is writen by him...CHEN WEI QUAN i wont forget u le haha was chosen as the lucky one to receive FAITH MAP ALBUM compilation of artistes songs FIR,JJ,SUN HO and many more love it and listening to it now... haha

2009-07-23T21:35:00.002+08:00

thanks dad for the gift maths prob today kinda happy it was something not too hard but couldnt get too interested in probably thinking of too many things at one go... im tired seriously need some rest will i attend school tml?

2009-07-22T22:20:00.003+08:00

thanks for the gift Dad~ anyway falling asleep due to Vodka

2009-07-21T21:46:00.002+08:00

this is Montel Seri and Me im GEEKY!!! I look super duper innocent ohhkayys~ hmmm some sorta nutty professor!!! to her only~ i know it might be hard on you, those lies he fabricated towards your love, your scarifices, your future, your life all those are tarnished by his lies... if you face any problem come back, give me a call, i will be there for you girl

2009-07-21T08:52:00.001+08:00

kinda disappointed after looking at my best module Communications and this is what i've gotten up till now abit shag and discouraged not Ace-ing more of it praying for better grades and higher GPA amen!

2009-07-19T21:25:00.003+08:00

i could not get to sleep last night so took this woke up kind early to make myself ready for service went to Expo for Sunday Service at CityHarvest the service today was really great took me a step higher and also a step nearer to Lord... Thanks for all your Love Lord...

2009-07-17T22:04:00.002+08:00

I smoke like there is no tml Cos the feeling keeps me alive I drink as though wine is water Cos i feel dry inside myself I drive at the speed of a bullet Cos time will slip through soon I dont think of the future Its gonna be a million miles away I enjoy life to the fullest Cos nobody can predict tml life is not a process of enjoying... its a process of making the best out of boring things

2009-07-16T21:50:00.001+08:00

just a random shot of my jeans and kicks i like the effect of this photo haha so enjoy it my hair when not styled and let down... UT FINALLY OVER WOOHOO!!!

2009-07-15T21:51:00.002+08:00

bye bye old hairstyle which has been with me for like near 6 months need a change! the new one looks more neater and more nerd? # the secret is underneath it thanks pal... after school i hit my rooms immediately... took a bath drove off to Tony&Guy to meet J* thanks for staying back for doing my new haircut loads of thanks appreciated bro...keep up the good work ^^ last UT2 is tml and im mugging now

2009-07-14T22:37:00.002+08:00

all the UTs that i've taken so far are okay~ woots =) nothing is as hard as before... did all my UTs with confidence and happy with it there aint anything that could really be an obstacle so long as i have faith in Lord and he will help me out thanks God!

2009-07-12T22:36:00.001+08:00

went around CWP with pubor, and her frens walked around saw the nike lanyard... kinda caught my eye so i grabbed it haha tml Ut2 le enterprise module... gotta Ace it for my GPA!!!

2009-07-11T09:54:00.002+08:00

well there are always things i can never get an answer for, such as ridiculous people losing their social gradings, spammers over this kinda issue only showed me one thing aint gonna stoop that low to their level to get an argument since they have no basic knowledge, aint got any teachings so why quarrel with them? People with no life are already damn pitiful, all they are looking for is attention from people because they have no teachings and are social scumbags obviously they have no attention from their surroundings thus looking attention in the cyber world haix sorry spammers looking for wrong blog to spam wont give you guys any attention you peeps need this is just to wake you people up, grab some life move on in your sad world life can be brightened peeps so realise your mistake and move on

2009-07-10T22:54:00.000+08:00

Spammers are the one without proper education. Neither do they have any parent or teacher to teach & educate them what is right and what is wrong. True enough that we do not need to entertain such a disgracing person in this society and the world. Such people are always name as Social Degradement. with courtesy of Huayu!

2009-07-09T21:37:00.003+08:00

i just purely dont understand why would you do that aint like we are lazy idiots not trying to do work but everyday u step into class with that shag attitude drag urself to school and affect others might as well sleep then come le if not sincere to help then sit there... dont go pull others spur away with your answers to every prob so what when answers are available how are you gonna explain so what if you can it aint your effort, its same as cheating mind ya! 1day to science UT 4days to enterprise UT 5days to maths UT 7days to communication UT pray!

2009-07-08T21:33:00.002+08:00

it wasnt a good day to start off with, ut2 for cognitive and i could cramped any info into head had a voice 2nd breakage i think haha voice suck now not sore not nothing just weird and low... freaked me out when i woke up even yawn also weird sound then came the UT straight hit me down and it went i was stunned for minutes thinking and panicking but somehow i felt that this strength from nowhere pushed me towards completing it and i completed on time thanks for this motivation spur from nowhere...

2009-07-07T21:00:00.002+08:00

c'mon its only tuesday but my mind is like saturday it wasnt like this at the beginning but science killed me although bio was ok ok to me however the problem... wahkao tak boleh tahan sia~ faints la... smoke smoke in break time to chill and let my brain lepak damned hate this prices of ciggy nowadays bombed wallet formal attire today actually with berms nia haha loyal marlboro fan...introducing FreshMint! sidetrack maybe officially quitting bloggin once i hit 5OO posts!

2009-07-06T22:13:00.001+08:00

fun day learning today and of cos making some jokes me with NAT h1n1,h2n2 lolx =D anyway just so you know i might be closing down my blog

2009-07-05T22:42:00.002+08:00

saturday hitted down to town to burberry sad to say got the dough dont have size moved to BenSherman got size no design Fred Perry no size too...zomg... packed up emotions moved to Jon's cell group first time meeting so much people gathering chatting having some fun with each other and promised to hit EXPO today for their church service was kinda interested in the talks and concerts may be converting to a christian soon >.< ?? anyway thanks to all those fellow members of CHC although i was kinda cold to most of you peeps cos probably im new but you guys never stopped showing me the concern and love...thanks for everything ppl!!!

2009-07-03T19:52:00.002+08:00

H1N1 SPREADING FAST IN RP free mask to prevent spreading of h1n1 in RP i think i look so much better with the mask!!! if i get h1n1 i think my life will be so dark~! woohoo when i become president this is how it looks like i kinda like the angle of the shoe in this picture... 想到我让深爱的你仍还孤独旅行 我会恨自己如此狠心

2009-07-02T20:02:00.004+08:00

there was once this phrase that appeared in my life at that point of time i felt that the phrase had no meaning till now whereby i feel that this phrase has absolutely meaningful when the love of yours have fallen, the death of your soul submerged...[shakespeare]

what i felt back then was that if love have fallen, perhaps i just got to find a new one... that is when i have not found the one to make my soul die... and i found you...who made it died...

2009-07-01T12:51:00.002+08:00

我承认我爱上你的美你让全宇宙失眠让我爱到像流星一样的坠我才发现

2009-06-30T21:23:00.002+08:00

i saw this coming sometime back then... yet people ask me why did i do that for since i knew it... sometimes when you know you will fail, why still do it right? and there are things that can be changed during the process The most precious possession that ever comes To me in this world Is your heart Love is a special skill That I have never mastered And I think I never will. only those that have understood love will be able to live a splendid life to appreciate the best and worst and also not forgetting to share the best and worst with their loved ones

2009-06-29T20:20:00.002+08:00

I wish I could swallow your heart not only so that it would be next to mine, harmonizing with each flutter... ...but for curiosity. To explore your emotions absorbing each one then analyze them with my own... ...would they be identical? Dim nights could be spent together, your love complimenting mine, our hearts cuddling... ...the warmth of comfort present. You could be my candlelight on shadowed nights, my sunrise in the morning... ...the ray of my world. May I swallow your heart? Nothing ever lasts forever so why promise it? No one can predict the future, it's hidden Today is history and tomorrow's a mystery And in a second, it ALL can become long lost Maybe saying goodbye was the right thing Maybe it was the worst thing I've ever done But's all too late now, I can't take it back So there it was that the heart stopped its pumping I'm okay, I'm alright, but only just for tonight. I'll survive, I'll be fine even though you'll never be mine. I'm smiling, I'm glad to see you happy even though I can't have you, you'll always have me

2009-06-28T22:22:00.004+08:00

its a boring weekend... very very boring weekend... add i did was rot and rot at home all i did was thinking about u... perhaps this is one sad quote by me... perhaps it isnt a quote but a passage that i was brooding over it and i realised this its sad when people you know, became people you knew when you walk past somebody that has a big part of your life and when you used to talk to them for hours over little things but now you have barely nothing to speak of... http://www.hn-customize.blogspot.com/ do go to my fren's new blogshop... its really some cool new dope stuffs they made it themselves and its cool too

2009-06-27T17:22:00.006+08:00

perhaps there are always answers to problems in the world but to those that are left unsolved it keeps people harping over it recently in my lost and lonely life im reminiscing about things in my life which are unsolved i dont have lots of happy memories anyway the thing that inspired me to come up with this post is when my pal was reminding me that whenever we meet up, i have sad things to talk about i just feel comfortable to find you pal to chat things out cos i think you're mature enough sad to say my personal life is not much of the happy components i may be the lame joke cracker, clown, jackass or anything you might say but at times when im so lonely alone facing the whole world by myself i just wished for you...if only i had you with me, i wouldnt mind the sky falling perhaps if i had you with me i would be ore obsessed bout you more than anything else Ever heard of this quote? There is no remedy for love but to love more. [Thoreau] basically you people out there can say im like emo-ing...rotting...dying... but deep down i know if we were to be both awkward towards each other imight as well be the one suffering...rather than letting people talk bout us... in that situation both of us gets affected by things around us... why not let someone suffer all rather than both to suffer together... and hence i cant bear to see you in a sad and devasted manner so let me be the one anyway this is for my readers http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=42E2fAWM6rA

2009-06-25T23:28:00.002+08:00

in a moment like this i feel happier... so much as though i am freed... am i happy or am i sad till im weird? i respected your decision and moved on i know you will be happier... so rather that both of us being awkward somebody gotta be sad to make the other smile rather than to see you gloom and myself happy and if you're sad it will affect my mood too... therefore you being happy would help me too thus i hope my sadness would be eliminated with the power of your smile... budd~those words came like a bullet... but at least it brought away all pain and sufferings i devol you~

2009-06-24T20:37:00.003+08:00

this is strictly a picture pose as im not in the mood to elaborate

2009-06-23T17:57:00.002+08:00

what can bored people do after class if the day is boring??? tiaoli and hellven no doubt thats me and kenneth wah dawn kissing kenneth siol!!! and kenneth kissing her back... delora and elizabeth in the loo woohoo!!! yea yea thats me kissing a random guy wahsei thats kinda extreme for me lesbo!! karin and a passerby but i know him well haha and delora must piggyback some random person got the game's name??? TRUE or DARE half correct cos its dare and dare!!! normal dare double dare triple dare extreme dare woots so exciting siol!!!

2009-06-22T20:34:00.002+08:00

Monday blues struck me hard today woke up at 6am to cook congee to bring to sku as i have been squeezed dry due to Mom's Bday+Father's day poor me but nevermind la since they are happy!!! I do look like im fucking shagged right... was the last team to do my presentation so bored!!! thus clicky my webcam and started out snapping i won this dry fit polo from JIVE event yippie the quality is so much better than the FILA one i owned since like 2years back and that FILA one took a serious damage to my wallet back then $70 *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** *** i love the moments that you are there enjoy the most when you're present you make me reminisce whenever you're absent if you need a reason for my likeness towards you it would be the first time we communicate, ask me why but i seriously cant phrase things out its just the special feeling when we exchange thoughts i cried a tear you wiped it dry i was confused you cleared my mind i sold my soul you bought it back for me 我真心的付出也珍惜有你的时刻希望能在你的左右无时无刻陪着你只希望你能答应我 TIAMO

2009-06-21T09:38:00.003+08:00

karin and buddy!!! why am i the photographer i wanna be in it la! errr... they like to be darker recently... and now they like to bright! >.< my beloved MONTEL!!! chabelle the queen!!! i love this peekture that i took muahahaha!! my buddy is okay and frenly just that she likes to display her long fingers!!!

2009-06-19T11:06:00.000+08:00

Au Revoir

2009-06-17T20:48:00.002+08:00

yeaps thats karin and tiaoli outside the classroom they are happy that they look quite bronze ^^ i personally prefer this angle for photoshooting... happy bday mama hope you like this GUESS bag this is a Naomi Box series and my mom loves PINK! lets hope when its my bday you will get me a pair of CRUSH 4

2009-06-17T08:08:00.003+08:00

the swirl of time the weres of mine the missing chapters in my life the pages arent complete the book isnt binded the end has not been writen the only thing that is assured of is, the immense feel to complete the book the phrases i've said the places i've paced but nevertheless the smile u displayed the power from you, that cheers me up the end of the chapter will you be in there?

2009-06-12T18:10:00.003+08:00

singapore vs netherlands haix kena trashed!!! 8-0 during half-time they moisturize the field with cool sprinklers close up to the machine that made me wet! i personally think Singapore players gotta buck up my budd and her new fren jessica if im nt wrong chile coach looks like a hunk but when he shouts...woohoo!!! this is their so called free kick positioning ready for poses le haha buddy!!! that guy in no.5 is cartsburg i think he knows carlsburg lols abit blur but somebody just scored! super blurred however somebody broke his teeth here haha

2009-06-10T22:05:00.003+08:00

its been some long distance i've walked alone i am unsure where am i now in this path of desolateness in the world of obstacles and plucking up of courage to move on this dry and hard to progress dessrt aint easy to walk alone i know it is hard for you to provide me an answer due to many many different reasons and circumstances in which we are stuck in... anyway i will no longer question you bout those matters of the heart wheras i shall give u more comfort when facing me rather than awkwardness girl did you know time made me fall for you more and more? had you found out that i reacted to your response with a breaking heart? will you realise the efforts i've placed to earn your chance?

2009-06-09T16:50:00.003+08:00

Gosh im freaking lost in my own world i paved my paths as i walk in my own world i decided on the consequences of my own games i prepare my prizes sponsor my gifts made those vital choices of freedom and i did it that is what i thought... only pitifully what i thought of... in reality i am just another pathetic soul that is in need of something that nobody can forego of in this world perhaps even animals need those too... LOVE, a sacred word but being abused in our era a word that causes trauma to people recently... is it just a word to soothe and pacify your soulmate im not looking forward to walk my paths alone no more im just finding you to walk down with me perhaps not forever as it might seem unrealistic at our age you are asking why didnt i look for somebody better i am sure that if i asked you for your hand im certained its not how perfect the person is but its how you adapt to them i am praying that i can learn to adapt to you...provided you can give me a chance to learn that... Je t'aime Kimi o ai shiteru Sarang he yo Te amo Te quiero Ich leba dich i love you

2009-06-08T10:53:00.001+08:00

busy busy busy busy i am currently busy with JIVE events which is the standard chartered junior hockey world cup and therefore of the lousy updates as im dog tired and im also no staying at my place but at my aunt's thus no pictures cos no usb cable and i hate using their slow com too therefore wanna get pix gotta wait ppl

2009-06-06T09:09:00.003+08:00

you came at the right time i need a new pair of kicks BFFs where are you people missing those days back then not forgetting those days we shopped till we dropped out i feel just like the person inside this scenery the whole surrounding is plainly dark and gloomy with the spotlight shining on me but im just looking for somebody else to share my everything with, i dun wanna be seen right now not now however the light is hitting straight onto me revealing my pain my sufferings my emotions my scars my helplessness and also why did i make such a move back then, had i known i would not but if things had been done and no turning back im gonna make sure i do things with all my utmost best and no retreating anymore and i know wad i seem to u when u said that harsh phrase, isnt me i just dun wan u to know how sad and depressed i am at that point of time...

2009-06-04T11:02:00.002+08:00

if i say im ok im just making u feel better thats all i rather be more down and depressed rather than you i dont wanna see you being down and sad all i hope for is your presence and also your smile it can seriously brighten up my day the whole day most probably you might be saying that im like just a jerk? like any other guys u faced thus you wanna kill the idea this word does cause much hurt and inflicted much pain to every single person on earth i believe, this isnt to make anybody feel sad for me or whatsoever it is more of a need for me to express my feelings out i dont wanna keep it inside anymore..

2009-06-03T15:08:00.003+08:00

woots what i kopped ytd happy happy ^^ headporter noir bagpack for sku!!! zapatos del barco chill pepper colorway rocks visvim pauline hoodie [patchwork] visvim tag at the front chest area woots nice design towards the back big visvim logo old season stuffs are way nicer than new season ones but this is a rather recent one i like the pocket Topman was on sales too a tee for 9bucks grab it heeheehee im full of stuffs man happy happy

2009-06-03T01:04:00.002+08:00

yea thats me with all the stuffs haha friday night's chilling picture frm buddy!! haha buddy complained i got a big belly so i sucked it in haha im the one coverd by flash haha smart huh at the arcade at raffles to get my bag!!! see me by the side haha pathetic right sobs =( the girls of the day shopping freaks more like me karin u seriously look like a toy compared to them haha just joking folks dun take it to heart k? outside the manicure shop where they did their nails thanks for the kind aunty who took this for us focus is like im taking reflection shots and TL went like super to the front idk why sia!!! buddy!!! idk why am i the one with crossed legs only...

2009-06-02T11:15:00.002+08:00

而我已经分不清你是友情还是错过的爱情 can i possibly be there in your life? will i be able to be there in your frames of life? might there be chances for me to hold you back? all those are things im very unsure of... 全世界都在找大家都找不到爱哪里才存在 im sure i found mine but you aint sure whether i am the right one right? i can understand that however since i've found mine i shouldnt give up right? 你可不可以愛我可不可以看我反正看或不看我依然失魂落魄 at times i only wish for some of your attention, your smile? sometimes i hope to see you in school thats all but you decide to sleep at home ever considered bout how sad i'll be?? perhaps im too pathetic to even earn your attention? but there is one true thing i know which is you, to me everything else can be false or fake but not you... 有一種預感想挽回太難對你還有無可救藥的期盼 i have a feeling to pull back whatever i have for you so that we wont be awkward in any manner from now onwards however i think its too late for me to do so

2009-06-01T11:00:00.003+08:00

things are all revolving around me however im the stationary one im not moving and not progressing and being affected by those around the reason of me standing still waiting and not proceeding is you i hope to be frozen in that moment if you decided to walk off alone but i hope this time round i could walk off with you hand in hand you might have faced some real jerks way before and thus thinking all guys are like him, if i am a jerk and i get insulted i deserve it if im not one and u claim me to be one im hurt and insulted... things always pull one away from their desired outcomes i tried letting you know how i felt and i do fear to tell u in ur presence thus up till now everytime i said it, it was like over the phone can i be able to hold your hands firm and speak to you??? am i able to exchange my heart for yours, am i capable to win you over? life to me isnt much without somebody special you might think its stupid to flunk grades, just becos the somebody special aint in sku, have you wondered if you go sku to be sad becos the smile you wanna see aint there? worst is to reached class and see that chair empty? the person u dreamt of seeing aint there? its the feeling i feel for you aint anything to compare dont ask me to go prefer wooing some other girls nothing can be compared when it comes to affairs of the heart

Boo.

2009-05-31T21:40:00.003+08:00

Ok, i finally got in. Done with your blog. :) Please love me more, and maybe get me a LV bag during this GSS! Hehe. Any changes can do yourself! Ok lah. Happy shopping this 2 weeks! :D With Luvbsxz, N.

2009-05-31T08:37:00.000+08:00

woohoo at the headstart of GSS jaslin tiaoli darren eric and me of cos headed to Burberry immediately once i hit town saw some nice polos but sad to say not on sale shyts man and saw this tee i think quite ok but asked for their opinions and they said plain polo even nice than the teeshirt hmm...which should i get price differs round $50 so i can use that $50 to get something else haha and that black checkered burberry wallet caught my eye with its interesting price of $220 im like woots i wan it however 220 can get me some other things like another polo anyway then we moved on to some snapping with TL's DSLR haha must emphasize on her DSLR de lolx then moved on to starbucks to chat our hearts out the whole night then round 2plus or 3 we took NR1 home all of them was in the right bus that could take them home except for me hahaha took NR1 sent TiaoLi home i knew its too late for me to go to aunt's place or back to mine so i kinda slept at northpoint mac till morning then went over aunt's place haha around noon headed to bottle tree for lunch and celebrations for cous happy 8th bday issac aint too bad for snapping pics scenery ok ok swan for paddling in water but weather was hot thus didnt try the person told us to eat here but i went on and found that there was an air conditioned room so went on in food was great and affordable there so why not try it? Mr.Clement Tan we will miss you haha Holiday starts SHOPPING SPREE karin must come shop with us i wanna see your shopping expressions hahaha

2009-05-28T20:06:00.000+08:00

idk why TiaoLi looks so super white sia karin cheer up ok? why u so dull mood de this is when we were doing presentation haha yeaps we went out for photo session haha jiaqi like idk why giving this expression Republic next top model? Karin and TiaoLi posing for me haha wahsei maths UT over and comms done today was kinda confident for comms and for maths erm dun wanna talk bout it much haha wah after friday im free to shop and shop but moving to yishun during holidays due to JIVE event at sengkang mah haha so move to my aunt's place at Yishun which means chances to meet up with TiaoLi Jiaqi Karin more often haha...karin teach me BTT pls?

2009-05-26T21:21:00.000+08:00

if the moment could freeze me inside and not move thy time would let me stay in motion with whatever in it though they said its a waste of time and i should move on but how do i steer away the mixture of thoughts... you are thy one i wan to believe in no doubt in you with absolutly nothing the feelings for you are immense... freeze me inside that moment i sense happiness to let me die there i would not have a single regret for it is when you pulled me through and i simply dazed with whatever you do, the almighty above grant me something i really desire for not for power, cash, or girls all i want for is your love...with painful pasts and disheartened moods i hate to see you grey or blue cos i know for sure you had him in you those thoughts might differ with different views but undeniable he is in you... no doubt there are points of time im in but surely my presence aint always for him in your mind could be a nightmare or sweet dream perhaps once he was dear now he might be your fear i would hope for the opportunity to ensure the safety of yours to hold your hands and this time round i would be the one saying i would rather anything happens to me rather than on you... if things were to continue spinning, i hope you had me in your mind for once i dont know how long will i be inside... perhaps a sec perhaps a year perhaps only when im a goner? sad so what im numbed to it already...

2009-05-25T20:17:00.000+08:00

in this situation i am super afraid that the answer would still be an answer that im not prepared for usually an answer would solve a problem however this time round an answer would mean either a problem solved or another serious problem raised can i ask should i ask maybe i shouldnt perhaps i... there are of course things in life people would wish for and all i wish for is --------- there aint nothing that can probably stop me thinking of you...im serious bout you...

2009-05-23T19:15:00.000+08:00

yeaps i cant explain to myself why am i so kinda like stuck with our ways of communication im like waiting for your call and waited and waited checking my phone every now and then checking did i miss any smses... i was staring at my plain ceiling and thinking did i kinda like whether my smses are like making you feeling being pressurized...i was turning and flipping thinking of the sms cos u said u would be calling and i was like waiting... me and we... just an upside down alphabet but it can turn the world upside down too

2009-05-22T23:35:00.000+08:00

if there is something i am gonna be truthful about im gonna be truthful bout my feelings towards you i know you knew it but did not yet gave me an answer i know what may come along with the answer... is it gonna be a lost of a good fren? is the ties and rapport gonna break instantly? if the best answer surfaced i will be jumping in joy if the answer that i guessed was the actual answer is it possible to recover the frenship? is it plausible to carry out this plan? it isnt what you people might be thinking instigations are made in my little mind ingenious ideas are what i have however it will be whether are you willing to offer me this chance i know it may be tough on you i totally understand your situation if the resolution to this was clear indefinitely i hope for a solution explicit enough in the near future can sparks be seen?

2009-05-22T10:41:00.000+08:00

for PUBOR--->NYSSA!!! the worst subject...i purely hate science man!! if i can make things happen well, then my gloom would be brighten by the sun all i hope is you can be the sun that brightens my gloomy self...

2009-05-20T21:25:00.000+08:00

in this moment i realised things are moving in the next moment in the previous moment i realised i was slower than what i should be in my next moment i realised i have not planned that step right yet i've walked the passage alone and i know how it felt and all i ever hoped for was a companion whom i can hold her tight to continue the everlasting journey no matter what might obstruct in front i would continue as the walk itself doesnt matter when i have you in companion they said the best things in life were free but the efforts to get it was priceless the moment you got it your emotions are priceless too i dont need any expensive thing i just want you, however is that possible? if i were to held your hands what will u react towards it? if there had been sadness to deal i hope it isnt from you, if the rain were to pour real hard i hope you care a lil, just so when things turn rough i will smoothen it out for ya. if moving on in my life alone i think the emotion would be like the artpiece black and white i am just like the man with a huge baggage moving on with that i have my burden and my stresses to slow me down even more you are probably the woman in front whereby i cant reach you yet... time is one vital and fatal thing to eveyr single one out there it may seem weird but it is only when you need time and felt that it is killing u, then that is the only point you realise how it is felt...

2009-05-19T19:13:00.000+08:00

wednesday UT for cognitive thinking am i well prepared for a grade that is above 3.0 or am i just going to flunk my first ever UT i dun wanna flunk this fucking UT cos its impt haha i wanna move on to any fucking UNI in SG every single night i drink some whiskey before sleeping and no doubt thats a 2litre bottle and im finishin it soon the neatness of whiskey brings me good sleep! and this is the fucking reason why i overslept too this is FACI. TOH! she teaches crap!!! this is tiaoli she is the only student that listen to craps! wow this is a greyed mood on my poor day!!! wow i look like some biznessman siol!!! wahsei i love this effect great!!! woohoo

2009-05-17T21:48:00.001+08:00

i am like stuck in my own world suddenly thinking bout many things burden ridden me now feeling weak stress are like binding my wings studies are devouring my freedom all i can smile for is your smiles... so please smile and come sch more 你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色 事到如今 終於讓自己屬於 我自己只剩眼淚 還騙不過自己

2009-05-17T00:36:00.000+08:00

haha i kinda like this set of attire SUP 1ST ANNIVERSARY TEE MARC ECKO CHROMED TIME PIECE BRANDLEZZ BLACK PANTS VANS SLIP IN SKULL [comfy and to me at least it looks nice] some expired peeks happy mothers day!!! no matter what you do outside or whatsoever dont disappoint your parents to mom with <3 when im emoing in the bus pal jonathan took this i think lighting is nice lor...although made it brighter focus not on headporter bag on lighting haha <3 this pic i like the outline of my hair that day didnt manage to get that outline since that day again so sad

2009-05-15T16:36:00.000+08:00

its been awhile huh... i am totally aware that i havent been blogging due to some weird behaviour of myself recently i am now easily lethargic after that disease i changed my medication to a cheaper type maybe thats why i have no absolute idea what are the side effects perhaps that caused me to wear out very fast i cant be focus throughout the lesson i am sleepy usually and thus my bloggin session reduced too im sorry towards my readers to those who are close enough you would know my sickness to those who wanna know let me know it bah but i would only tell it to you face to face cos its private haha and no fears peeps im very cheerful so i can face my sickness nth much too haha since im 14 im down with this crap sickness haha p.s i know u dread coming to sch but its not good to skip your grades maybe lousy to you and you're disheartened but trust me things are able to be solved i will help you de i rather thrashed my grades for G101 to let you have better grades to spur you on coming to school more often.

2009-05-12T15:10:00.000+08:00

the colorway to express my current mood black for discouraged and moodless red for pissed and agitated badly cash strapped mind blank!!! im dying im running outta creativity i am gonna fail my GPA i need 3.0 and above hoping for 3.5 i cant slacken my attendence has really gotta buck up now no more X grade [the science faci is now blabing and yakking as im bloggin]

2009-05-11T20:22:00.001+08:00

im so lethargic lately im so tired im emptied of my energy im left with nth

2009-05-09T20:57:00.000+08:00

The feeling is emerging i have been suppressing it hardly from the day u told me that sharp and hurting sentence. Will anybody teach me how to forget can anybody teach me how should i face things and teach me how to take things in my stride? Point to point i enjoy looking at your grins and the smiles simply brighten up things but once i saw u sad and when u just say its ok i feel lethargic useless there is cost there is nth i can possibly do to make u cheer up a little more i just cant bring myself to see you being sad sometimes when i tried making ur frown turn upside down into a smile, and when all i saw was ur poor heavy burdens and thoughts sitting on the corners of your smile bringing that beautiful smile into a frown i just couldn’t bear seeing that anymore thus at times i would just walk out of the area thinking of how to cheer u up... this time round when im in Malaysia im like missing the moments that has you in the frame We might only known each other for less than a month and i know it might be seriously a phobia for you to accept another guy in your life and i am happy being your **d** it may all be my side of thinking and you wouldn’t even give a damn to whatever i may be feeling inside anyway i hope you would give me a chance however you hold the right to forgo this incident 可能我给你的感觉不是很好但是我希望我能有机会走入你的心。我不求你给我任何的东西请你给我一点时间来正明我说的一切

2009-05-09T14:54:00.001+08:00

yo peeps out there missing me??? haha i know larh no nid say de i know u peeps are missing me am i right? yea maybe im just imagining things nobody might be reading this hahahahahaha...[poor laughters] i feel so not motivated to do anything i am like super lost suddenly all of a sudden when i felt that coming i dont feel like moving forward in this point of time i didnt reckon you would wanna make this step just pure poor luck hitting me once again BTT failed haix super boring can i dun even like to read books... but i wanna drive man!!! by my 19th bday i must drive argh!!!

2009-05-07T08:08:00.000+08:00

friends are like red wine the longer u keep them the better they get and their value also increases years after years they tend to smoothen your throat once they hit your gut you feel the warmth lighting up u inside out you are glowing with radiance so treasure your every single fren out there supporting or supported you whenever you are down and out to the point they can help you stand up and face the world again... *************************************************** i just simply cant stand u just because u think whatever u think is right u wanna stand behind your own thoughts but did u ever considered that wad place are u in hello gurl u are in SINGAPORE not some angmoh or fucking liberate country that wadever u think might not be rude and offensive in other country but however u are based in SINGAPORE mind u!!! if my grades are gonna get screwed up cos of whatever finger u used in the presentation u will gonna get it from me big time u better pray your grades is the only one in the group that is affected your method of explanation is so wrong if u could like just tell the faci you copied a picture without noticing she would surely forget everything but however u decided to say that that picture is cute and u wanted to use it to get attention from the class...hello have u filtered your thoughts? its a donation event and u illustrate a picture with a middle finger? wads wrong with your fucking little brain? You could still say the middle finger has entertaining values hello screwed up little brains wad u thinking inside man entertaining value not when we point that on u huh!!!

2009-05-05T19:44:00.000+08:00

photo taken by buddy like dunno how long ago haha decided to post it now because just found my usb cable took this when waiting for my food at dunno where formal attire in school as i went for talk there isnt nothing fresh recently except for some funny funny stuffs that happened to me like losing almost everything except for losing weight hahaha lost usb cable lost my ear studs lost my ring >.< basically things that makes me feel still stings me and i do need somebody like u seriously im in need of u its like no point telling you and make us more awkward but point to point i am happy just to see ur giggle and smiles its purely encouraging and brightens up my day

2009-05-02T15:06:00.000+08:00

karin and tiaoli E36E gathering at ALL ABOUT EVE i love my VODKA neat!!! mouthful of VODKA hahhahaa Tiaoli wanna have it neat too cheers to all jaslin and eric muahahaha the gurls see jaslin so red sia!!! tiaoli jovan jiaqi idk why jiaqi act so innocent darren plus tiaoli hahahaha tiaoli and karin haha i think this is after karin went hyper karin drunk le will ask ppl her eye liner got smudge mah tiaoli looks short compared to tall delora see when two drunk girls get tgt hahahaha hmmm this was before somebody was down jiaqi came to be an extra haha just joking wOw u're getting many kisses JOVAN darren seems abit erm tipsy wah all the gurls with u man darren focus is me in the background haha i forget where they are going wow wow wow darren super heng wow i got the gurls too wahahaha see karin is drunk idk which pose is this... the gurls hahaha jaslin super red siol like sunburnt ALL ABOUT EVE BAR see the bond in our class? woots all of us are so high!!! karin i tot u said u could drink? shits so disgraceful sia this but gotta post still jovan you are drunk too hahahaha shyts this is the most unglam photo i ever taken

2009-05-01T11:34:00.001+08:00

we had joy we had fun we had seasons in E36E it was surely a fun night for all

2009-04-30T08:50:00.001+08:00

happy bday to new classmate seri!

2009-04-28T20:57:00.000+08:00

its been sometime that you peeps have seen the pics huh! i know i know give me some time people its like because i have misplaced my usb cable =.='' and without that i cant like post things up here cos cant transfer pics from phone to com sia... sku was COOL my god dun even join man i was so pissed off by the time i've gotta wake and the time i get to sleep overall the hyper and happening E36E did make things worth huh!!! like the past few days have been such energy draining days i was lying flat once i reach home and today is the day i know something from RP students gotta connect thru VPN for sku work and stuffs damned its so sucky the connection that i have renamed it to be VERY PROBLEMATIC NETWORK hahaha...sian its like when things have changed i am the only one standing at that point looking at the changes that had surround me i never ever thought that once my mood was so down, 7neat shots of chivas was enought to put me out...i had held such great records at some pubs i was once even standing still with a golden bull but now... mood is one thing that seriously affects your liquor... its not how good u can hold it but how good u can control your mood

2009-04-27T19:57:00.000+08:00

If it isnt for the wrong move that i've taken If only the instinct that i've had wasnt that strong If the point of time i wasnt so hot headed If mistakes can be reversed and try again If i didnt say those things out If there was some chemistry between us If i am more careful with dealing with this matter If the word were delivered by my mouth will it be better? If saying these might hurt the strains of frenship If i made u feel awkward bout facing me im sorry If lying could fool u i wouldnt be so troubled If sharing of my thoughts could be such a trouble i wouldnt even bother If the method i used was different will the answer change too? If my sentiments could affect you how will you react??? If time can be turned back i rather keep all things to myself.

2009-04-26T13:30:00.001+08:00

2009-04-25T23:58:00.000+08:00

day out with buddy down to TOWN we kinda walked around the whole of town looking at all branded and labels stuffs haha shops that we went to visit includes agnes b femme agnes b homme ben sherman burberry gucci porter international surrender was hungry after that and we went to fish and co. as buddy had requested hahaha so went on in decided real long on wad to have but buddy knew wad she wanted straight away haha so i ordered the total same thing as her hahaha soup of the day + fried calamari nice calamari buddy thanks for recommendation anyway just as she thinks im proceeding to the restroom i settled the bill haha and she is like WAH why u go settle bill then she wanna pay me then i keep complaining poor haha but all i said was im just poor enough to treat u to a meal haha she was like stunned and thanked me for that hahahahhahahahahahahha.... [the moment i dun wanna forget]

2009-04-25T01:00:00.000+08:00

red friday today most of them came in red as planned cmon lets rock and hype things up i personally thank the guy from another class taking our fotos^^ cmon dawn haha super obiang red ribbon haha wad are you looking at bro!!! hahahaha

2009-04-23T20:33:00.000+08:00

i hope to find a place somewhere inside your heart i have no guts nor courage to let you know now i probably have no idea when would i let you know my feelings for you i dont have anything much to attract you towards me i think i probably dont even have the basic confidence to woo u i wanna say this out to you real soon i hope i wish you wouldnt reject me i know we do have the same interests and hobbies I AM ALONE

2009-04-22T20:40:00.000+08:00

ITS THE 3RD DAY OF SCHOOL COMMUNICATION MODULE TODAY INSTEAD OF DOING WORK WE WERE SNAPPING PICTURES ALL ALONG HAHAHA dawn tiaoli niq joven and jiaqi =D new members in pic delora jaslin lutfi she is still getting to know her C905 tiaoli and geeky kenneth buddy~nyssa spooky niq + nyssa gurls of E36E tiaoli jiaqi jaslin dawn delora aiyo act innocent JOVEN!!! kena random snapped by DAWN delora dawn and half kenneth main focus is geeky kenneth wahahaha DAWN u confirm poser la hahaa see wad i mean ppl among all dawn u poser la!!! this is my supporting evidence imagine jaslin's bf saw this like 2 goldfish right hahaha haha i suddenly look squarish stupid right!!! the half face kenneth again hahaha jiaqi and delora~!! dawn took this and said all look like ghosts!!!

2009-04-22T08:29:00.000+08:00

emptied my dad's precious haha kenneth sleeping on first day of sku haha science faci presenting 6th p! MATHAGYM GAME super not fun >.< superly cute bleh joking la dun vomit k? maths faci i dun like MATHS he seems to be looking at my cam smile!!! bad hair day in the morning super sian damn ugly la i hate my hair haha so frizzy somehow this pic seems better than the others

2009-04-21T08:01:00.000+08:00

SCHOOL HAS STARTED LE WOOTS YUPS THATS ME LISTENING TO FACI!!! look behind the slides can put u to sleep haha afterall tahan awhile can go home soon!!!

2009-04-19T21:50:00.000+08:00

sku starts tml and im so shagged to be bothered haha joking la im so nervous la cant be late tml 1st day late later faci dun like me grades will drop argh!!!

2009-04-19T01:22:00.001+08:00

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2009-04-17T23:18:00.000+08:00

SOBS LAST DAY OF OP IN RP TODAY!!! its like the last day of SOH being able to gather tgt its been a very fun filled week for all of us no matter what happened and whatever struck us we moved on only better and stronger although we only got 3rd for the principal cup but all of us had no regrets cos we did and we gave our 100% in whatever we did SOH u're the best! Sarah the cute cute NINJA hahaha!!! Allynn the photgrapher now she is like waiting to be export haha^^ move on with the beat SOH woohoos~! DOMINO time human domino woots hmmm dinner time wassup with that??? centre guy is gordan totally obsessed in his meal JAM&HOP TIME SWING TO THE BEATS Dance performances and cool stunts We're the RANDOMLY RANDOMS!!! [weili] impossible to forget BARRY haha cool sia!!! OGLs thanks for the love in this camp!!! Allynn again haha must send me pics leh!!! hunks from left terry kim meng and gordan

2009-04-16T18:57:00.000+08:00

well well well i know its been some days since i've blogged its due to the orientation programme im in for in Republic Poly kinda been tied down by the fun programmes installed for us S.O.H rocks to the limit seriously i've been hyping up and down this few days haha super fun can!!! snapped loads of photos recently and finally im abit free to upload them and show them out to all of u viewers some are unglam and ugly but im too lazy so i'll just show u guys everything uncensored!!! lappy lagged i yawned and it snapped random! find this middle finger pose familiar??? MR ANG yeaps i've re-dye my hair haha ash flame kinda cool i like this one the focus of the picture while in the toilet haha random2 my groupmates we're randomly random!!! ^^ that guy in the mid in grey thats BARRY super cool guy!!! yea yea hi there RAYCHELL!!! shyts i forgotten their names anyway thanks for posing ^^ while the team was playing jigsaw haha in the midst of finding pieces for the puzzle c'mon ppl we can do it !!! the completed piece woots hi there sarah!!! hahaha barry seems wary of my cam!!! weili leading the crowd after lunch wad can i say her poses are super CUTE!!! while all of them are enjoying their nice lunch raychell is leading a dance skid for us woots!!! THE REPUBLIC WAR-CRY ---- RAWRS the girls solo-ing the war-cry WOW!!! im in love with this cam man totally thrashed pixon aside idk why i uploaded this perhaps its fun??? have u unleashed yours??? the night view of HDBs...its great to be at night huh! TUG-O-WAR injured myself in this game today

2009-04-14T10:08:00.000+08:00

EXPIRED PIX OF LIFE!!! wad i wore for saturday went to illuma shopping centre illuma its beside bugis street...see carefully wk is inside doraemon!!! ORIENTATION AT RP!!! saw ianrick and zhongwen there only when they performed!!! yeaps the guy in orange polo is ianrick!!! the two guys sitting tgt are our OGLs barry and weili a singing performance by some leaders but erm nt nice the corners with all the OGLs super hyper sia haha they are other team's OGL but just snapped!!! the girl and the far left is super funny and frenly!!! the leaders doing a racist cheer hahaha woots my future campus haha so fun sia inside

2009-04-12T10:27:00.000+08:00

WOOTS sry for nt blogging these few days cos life kinda just pass without nth much so made something happen recently haha me wk ym johnson went to bugis to buy some apparels before sku reopens in the end only johnson ended up buying haha he got 2 nice and cute tees from street and we moved on to the new and big shopping centre beside street think the name is illuma if im not wrong super damn big larh!!! take escalator also sianx str8 up 4stories sia and since its new so not all shops opened yet and its kind cold very very cold pix will be up real soon anyway try going to illuma its a nice place to visit next stop will be visiting tampines 1 haahaa im so wanna get so many things before sku starts i think i need a few hundreds bucks in order to fufil my desire hahaha

2009-04-10T12:31:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 1 YEAR OLD NIQ-ECKO.BLOGSPOT.COM to all peeps out there who loves bake rice haha like almost all ppl loves bake rice right??? okay this is a nice place for bake rice with reasonable price for students and almost no matter how poor you are you can surely afford this plate of bake rice that comes with soup of the day and a glass of soft drink at only $5.90 yeaps no 10% svc charge and also no 7% gst only available at delifrance hahaha go grab some now!!! PICK UPS! needs no introduction to this bah haha and a nice long sleeve i prepare for sch reopen