Friday, February 6, 2009

smOking isnt too bad when u're outta love~ and rmb frens are always there for u~ and of cos u are encouraged to act cool~ play your fave games to forget the pain??? have some good food to satisfy yourself * it aint gonna be to bad for me larhs frens out there time will dilute the pain and sorrowness nth much can affect me that badly perhaps yea i admit this impact blew me off but im gotten up standing up straight facing the world again... like wad we agreed we're still good frens but when the love is gone...its gone for good its gonna be hard to retrieve smth as hard as your chasity...which is like almost impossible duh!!! anyway its like this we felt that our personality dun kinda match each other but why continue this tug-o-war of love till the point of getting rope burn? the impact i have gotten from this fall is like a hurt butt...cos we both let go and fell but i hit a rock she landed on sand...and it cushioned her fall hahaha...im like gotta pick up those pieces of shattered glass and those pieces are pricking into my hands dripping off blood tears almost covered my eyes and when im blogging im ermm.. actually yea im crying while i blog bout this incident no doubt im the one that initiated the break-up but its like cos of my fit of anger and thus doing that... just hope to be with u again once more no more regrets this time round~