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| Wednesday, April 30, 2008 im a big fat sleepy idiot now...
while posting this blog...
im seriously closing my eyes...
sry for any spelling mistakes...
goodnights^^ W520 at 11:25 PM
Tuesday, April 29, 2008 its been quite a long time before i decided to buck up again...
though its been a rough patch of my life...
and i dunno how to adapt to it...but i feel that i MUST...
no matter what...i dun wanna waste this year again!!!
i wasted one year of my life...my shortcomings have increased by one...
that makes me a lousier person OMG!!!
Below will be the pics of miie studying with some frens...
and if u wanna know who snapped me...
its KESIN^^
W520 at 10:25 PM
Monday, April 28, 2008 declared myself broke becos i replaced my broken specs with a new one...
i am kinda totally broke cos my specs were paid by myself...
no sponsorship or what so ever...argh!!!
yun habben pay me the share that he should...cos he broke my specs>.<
haha shows my current financial condition^^
today will be a short post...cos im shagged and dry
going to be lying down in my cosy bed...
anyway i mus tolerate with things that happen around me...
cos i feel that my temper has put me in a huge trouble...
controling my temper has been a huge prob for me...
thus my new wish is to keep myself cool headed...
W520 at 10:02 PM
Sunday, April 27, 2008 sry for nt posting ytd went to my relatives place...NO COM!!!
she talked to me bout what how we should meditate our minds...
make life valuable...so i sat at the corner...meditate...
woots...feel rather calm after that...
world peace no war pls meditate to cool urself down
i thought of many things in a clear and cool mind...
saw many answers to my own questions...
and whatsoever that is for our personal interests...
will lead to other ppl sufferings...
then...when i reached home today...surf around youtube...
saw this video...touched by this voice...
made my emotions stirred quite a little...
although funny at first...but at the end...
wow...im touched completely...recommend all to watch^^
http://youtube.com/watch?v=VKGF3FrfzO4&feature=related
W520 at 9:31 PM
Friday, April 25, 2008
this is where i replaced my specs...as YUN spoiled it...
ARGH!!!
kinda sadded cos today cant see things clearly...
peep...peep...peep...
squint...squint...squint...
then did nth else le...
haha thats me in the library...
btw im the librarian for the day...haahaa...
anyway made my best pubor fren angry today...
paiseh lar NYSSA>.<''
my work corner...haha
blehs XD
=X sign off W520 at 10:36 PM
Thursday, April 24, 2008 heys ppl...my dear peeps that are reading my posts out there...
gotta share something with all of u...^^
IM VERY SAD TODAY!!!LIFELESS TOO
found out that pain was a way to make me feel life today...
went around lookin for clean pins...to pierce myself...
call me emo or whatsoever...but i feel that its telling me
that im still alive...found a way to make instant barbell...
MY D.I.Y BARBELL^^
sadded by things happening around me...
lifeless due to nothing around to interest me...
need a soul-mate to understand me...
in other words...
I NEED A GURL
AINT FOR SEX!!!FOR LOVE^^
maybe getting this barbell for my piercing soon...
yupps habben tell u all where hor...
its under my lips...
NICE DIAMOND AT THE BOTTOM HUh...
rather than criticizing me...i prefer that u shuddup...
cos i only wan positive comments...
otherwise...i deem u as my foe...
hope u respect my decision and i'll do the same too...
PEACE OUT
W520 at 9:19 PM
Wednesday, April 23, 2008 er...today sure will be a short post cost nth much happened...
a very normal day...except being pangseh by most of buddies...
WHERE ARE THE HONG XIN PALS???
vent some anger here...
liru---aka big head
ciyun---chicken
weijie---ho nam
zhaoyang---liang er
my pals were absent for sku today...
made my day sibei boring...
then went for oral...went home early cos gt prob
at home personal sry nt sharing...
then met nyssa...my dearest pubor...
decided to get her a gift...
I WILL USE CRAYON WHILE SHE USE THE OTHER ONE HAHA
then...my fren send me this pic online...
thats all for the day...bb W520 at 9:29 PM
Tuesday, April 22, 2008 today i shall be generous enuff to let u peek into my personal life...
whether its in sku...or at home...or...nah not gonna let u know that much^^
firstly...
let u know where i slack the most in sku(>.<)
the library...cool conditions...best for slackers ^^
they look cool and smart right...the fact is all are slackers...
lols^^guy in adidas jacket is actually watching movies...
haha>.<
actually i usually dun watch movies...i slack at the sofa...
sometimes i slp too^^
UGLY HAIRDO...CUTE FACE???
smile lar...why not enjoy every single second of it...
thats my strength...though sometimes im sad too...
but i wont let it bother me too long...im optimistic^^
making ppl angry is the worst thing a person can do...
might as well make more love with ppl... [nt as in fucking]
another thing bout my life is i love wallets & bags & shoes...
haha...call me vain i dun care...i jus feel that...i nid more...
er...fashionable items^^
haha 6 wallets and counting...
saw somthing farny in the library today...cos today is EARTH DAY
so saw this sofa set made of plastic bottles...
its cute...rmb see-ing it in the science lab...
now its in the library...haha...it is durable...and firm...
despite its flimsy looks...
comfy sofa which is environmental frenly
anyway listen to a song today kinda sad but...its meaningful... 我以为我会哭但是我没有 我只是怔怔望着你的脚步 给你我最后的祝福 这何尝不是一种领悟 让我把自己看清楚 虽然那共爱的痛苦 将日日夜夜 在我灵魂最深处 我以为我会报复 但是我没有 当我看到我深爱过的男人 竟然像孩子一样无助 这何尝不是一种领悟 让你把自己看清楚 被爱是奢侈的幸福 可惜你从来不在乎 啊!一段感情就此结束 啊!一颗心眼看要荒芜 我们的爱若是错误 愿你我没有白白受苦 若曾真心真意付出 就应该满足 啊!多么痛的领悟 你曾是我的全部 只是我回首来时路的每一步 都走的好孤独 啊!多么痛的领悟 你曾是我的全部 只愿你挣脱情的枷锁 爱的束缚任意追逐 别再为爱受苦 我以为我会报复 但是我没有 当我看到我深爱过的男人 竟然像孩子一样无助 这何尝不是一种领悟 让你把自己看清楚 被爱是奢侈的幸福 可惜你从来不在乎 啊!一段感情就此结束 啊!一颗心眼看要荒芜 我们的爱若是错误 愿你我没有白白受苦 若曾真心真意付出 就应该满足 啊!多么痛的领悟 你曾是我的全部 只是我回首来时路的每一步 都走的好孤独 啊!多么痛的领悟 你曾是我的全部 只愿你挣脱情的枷锁 爱的束缚任意追逐 啊!多么痛的领悟 你曾是我的全部 只是我回首来时路的每一步 都走的好孤独 啊!多么痛的领悟 你曾是我的全部 只愿你挣脱情的枷锁 爱的束缚任意追逐 别再为爱受苦 W520 at 8:46 PM
Monday, April 21, 2008 我还能做什么你已经不爱我
there isnt anything much i could do to love u back...
and for u to love me back...
so i given up on this relationship...
我一直都爱着你难道这还不够
this post wont habb any fotos...
cos recent too sad and emo...nt nice in foto...
took some but not happy to post them...
haix...sadded by u greatly...
不想看你那么累
多希望再给我机会
so i neva wanted to be a burden to u anymore...
fly high like the swallow...in the blue sky...
i shall listen to the ocean's grievences...
听海哭的声音叹惜着谁又被伤了
心却还不清
today is a fun day...afterall i feel la...haha...
went home early all thanks to weijie...
he clarified things with Ms Ang...big eye...
lols...
end here...bb W520 at 8:15 PM
Sunday, April 20, 2008 Hanged-out late last night...slept even later...woke up damn early...
so dry was my life...then at LOT1 lrt station saw this cute lil boy
he was in girl guides clothes...i cant help but blurted out in laughter...
THE BOY IN GIRL GUIDES SHIRT^^
Then further on i kept thinking bout my love life...baobei...
i felt that at times i cant accept ur unreasonable exploitations...
but i do love u...anyway...if u are not ready to accept me into ur life...
dun even give me so many requirements...
MY HEART AND SOUL IS NOW SHATTERED...
maybe soon after this i could be happier...and cheerful...
back to the old me...^^
hope that could happen soon...now i understand the feelings...
of agony and devastation...how i wish i could juz give u up...
it aint that easy as it seems...jus forgetting somebody...
that once took a special place in ur life...and the point of time...
is like time wont pass and the ppl dun move...pain dun go away...
i jus wanna be the cheerful and happy ME that i used to be
I WANNA SMILE...sobs....
anyway caught the movie 'THE FORBIDDEN KINGDOM'
its a nice and hilarious show...though its bout martial arts...
but its a gd show...i would give it 4stars...just feel weird that...
in the olden days ppl in china speak english???lols W520 at 10:40 PM
Today was boring in the noon...till 4+ then return MR.L his $25O...
didnt owe him wors...he ask me collect for him>.<
today i kinda became a very zombiefied person...walked with frens...
thinking of things...and sharing burdens with another fren...
both left-out and emo-ing tgt...she bought some chocs...
ate it and kinda became cheerful by a little...not for me...
cos sku life boring me too much till that i went out but...
no feelings to be happy at all...frens controlled me from PUFFING
how i dress for town today^^
saw a honda sp in town real chio but no take its foto cos owner there...
so replace it with some fren de bike...bro de fren lar...
he is kinda rich and now wanns to sell this bike for a car instead...
before going home...went to starbucks and drank some coffee...
tried the new dunno how to pronounce frappucino...kinda okays la...
but nth new lor...taste almost the same....
HONDA SP^^I WAN IT LEII W520 at 1:22 AM
Saturday, April 19, 2008 Long time didnt get to hang out late till the night...
went to plaza intending to meet wk & wkian then since im waiting...
i invited Jewellcy...then she invited zhaoyang & jincheng & eewin...
so we chatted and laughed...
took a few *puffs*
continue...the day was cooling and fine to me...but kinda emo today...
still thinking of my baobei...
sadded once again i wrote my emotions out...
and ta-DA...it kinda became a lyrics...
im a lyric-writer^^nt bad wors...too bad cant post here...
or i would deffintely do it...
jiayous for myself^^ chiong for my life...
NiQ W520 at 12:16 AM
Thursday, April 17, 2008 i was a little emo today...that was when day break...soon after i reached sku
the mood was GONE^^
didnt seem to get anything into my head today...still thinking of wad i did ytd nite...
baobei isnt happy with me and vice versa...
we needed a cool down period...she said i over react over things but i care for her...
in the end...we both were unhappy...i respect your decision baobei...
so i didnt sleep well and didnt do well in sku but kinda tired of my life...
anybody care to X-CHANGE???
tired to blog bout my feelings...maybe some sad pics may help u understand?
spoil my mood for this week
EMO-ING LAR
LET ME ROT OK? BACK TO MY OLD AND LONELY DAYS JUST TO LET U KNOW BAOBEI...IM STILL MISSING U W520 at 10:05 PM
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
this is the effort that i've put in all this while my precious baby...R32^^
er...took away YOKI de crown ^^
NOW I HAVE THIS CAR TOO^^6K++STARS
sad to say this but im thinking of quittin soon...
sry *SFF* members...*1588
i quit maximum tune 3 le...maybe after O lvl i will be back...
its this game that i liked so much that i failed my maths during O lvl last yr...
^^
end here...weijie cheer up too...dun be so sad le... W520 at 9:11 PM
Tuesday, April 15, 2008 today sibei emo lor...early in the morning tio kan by sng liao...
nag nag nag...complain how difficult his life was...
as if like he really was so kelian...it was cos Mr.Lim was there lor...
actor sia...in front of principal act so innocent and a good DM...
ask him HONGGAN LAR!!!
argh!!! today was a normal no climax no depression day...
anyway extremely sry that didnt meet jewellcy and gang...
paiseh that i pangseh u all lei...srysry (>.<'') anyway after 1 week of sku re-opening...still cant get over my hair... sobs miss those memories...this time i will strive harder for my O lvls...
W520 at 9:59 PM
Monday, April 14, 2008 today is a boring day...slacked loads...cos didnt attend any lesson cos DM kp me^^
send me to the office and ask me to copy the rules i've broked a THOUSAND times...
yes u didnt see wrongly its 1OOO times...
so i couldnt do anything else but miss my baobei lor...so in the end i completed the lines^^
took me a whole day...and the lines were like this...
Pupils must be in proper school attire in the school premises...[x1OOO]
wad else could i do since i stepped on his tail...hais...in the end i did a hundred nia special discount
he said...cos i realised my mistakes^^
bullshitting with him lar lols...
then jus to let my baobei know how much i love her...
BABY WO AI NI W520 at 8:25 PM
Sunday, April 13, 2008 went to gym with pal xiaoQIANG at around 1pm today...
kinda hot and sun still high so we went for swimming first...
then his hair is funny cos he sprayed hair spray then go swim lols...=.=
we were tanning and then some gurl kicked water all over my face!!!
so we left that spot and played awhile before eating KFC and met up with edwin
and we began gymming after that... so i took a foto with xiaoQiang de N95 8gb...
haha dun blame me for zi-lianing pls^^
anyway...stretch loads of muscles today^^ wish i could be more fit haha^^
dun wish to be a fatty anymore^^ W520 at 10:31 PM
haha...celebrated weikian's bday today...went to town to see Show On Stage its a small shop but things there are kinda ex...but i still wan the shirt & cap...haha mus wait till i have $2OO^^
then went on to cine play pool...kinda crowded!!!then after an hour of pooling, we went to kBOX!jiamin,zoe,wekheong,wekian,ME>.< href="http://s293.photobucket.com/albums/mm46/niq1991/?action=view¤t=DSC00290.jpg" target="_blank">
W520 at 10:31 AM
Friday, April 11, 2008 the day seemed fine for me up till late noon...had early dismissal today so slacked in sku for awhile while awaiting for jin cheng and gang to finish their physics lesson...so rot awhile in library...then during 4+pm i went to sku cos my bro take award!!!then im invited wad so i didnt wear sku uni since im a guest...then that son of a bitch DM [[SNGCHINSENG]] blew his top on me and commanded me to scram from the sku...who he think he is man?!
i of cos gt back up power lar...i got the my fav teacher to help me settle this matter as i complained my grievences to her...she immediately asked for my DM to go to the office...we settked the matter over there and he [peng weh] like flip prata like that...go ask him open prata shop lar said aaron...^^
then when he said he gt smth on, my fav teacher asked me to settle this with him N her on monday!!!i sure will demand an apology as he treated me in that manner!!!who he think he is...at the most go MOE see him kena removed from his post and go home baby-sit his 2 little gurls>.<
im rdy to see the show on monday muahahha...signing off!!! W520 at 10:24 PM
Thursday, April 10, 2008 wahsei...ytd nite chiong de maths revision cos teacher say today gt maths test so i chiong lor...
in the end i slept on the study table...
HONGGAN LOR wake up this morning and my spine wah piang de pain lor...so in the end walked to sku in great pain and suffering!!!
=.= in the end she cancelled the test for going through the stupid CA that i didnt take...make me so boliao in class...she said test would be on friday so nvm...then her CME lesson also do boliao tai ji!!! SHE SAYS SHE WANS A DEBATE ON VEGETARIAN AND MEAT EATERS...and im in the vegetarian team...i love meat!!!anyway we end up with a draw thanks to 927 TAN ZHI RUI>.< href="http://s293.photobucket.com/albums/mm46/niq1991/?action=view¤t=DSC00283-1.jpg" target="_blank"> W520 at 6:38 PM
Wednesday, April 9, 2008 HAIX...
today wasnt my day bcos had to do my 2.4km run...
i had no intention of doing so but LiRu and gang psycho me...
so i went with them...no choice lar...i nid new frens too...^^
went back to sku saw my lovely KESIN...ask her help me cre8 this blog...
yes the one u are at right now...
all thanks to MRS.fatty my blog is done!!!
weijie was furious with the new Discipline teacher and almost exploded!!!
nt jokin...he was extremely furious...then wen went to the library to chat bout this
weekend de outing...then JOKER zhaoyang wahsei...make us all DULAN bout him!!!
keep givin crappy excuses and reasons then laugh at his own jokes...
okay i admit its funny but...it was irritating too...
kk...i'll end this post here...nid to test revision le...LOVE U YILING!!! W520 at 7:03 PM
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